*Original Composition*
Sums up what I've been through the last 12 months 2011-2012
I'm sittin here
and im thinkin bout
how it all
all turned out
I Loss some friends
but then again
maybe they
weren't really friends
I messed up
no forgivenness
idk
but it has to do with a sickness
They judge me
and run from me
when most the time i just need a hug and..
I don't need judgement
I could use a helpin hand
when its raining
pouring
I could use a friend
instead of judge me
love me
help me through
Cause I would be there if it happened to you
Still kinda messed up
from someone i loved
gave everything
but it wasn't enough
I don't know what
else to feel
but everything inside me has been killed.
I wanna feel
alive again
she hurt me bad
i don't know how to deal
and pick up the peices
try to move on
but i don't know if i can be strong...