SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE I'M DOWN AND OUT
WHEN WILL THE RAIN WASH AWAY THIS DROUGHT
MY MIND IS RACING WITH FEAR AND DOUBT
BUT I KNOW I WILL BE FINE IF I STAY ON THIS ROUTE
STUCK IN A RUT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
WHEN THE CHIPS ARE DOWN AND I CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH
TO YOU WHAT THIS sh** 'S DOING TO ME.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEE
WHEN THE ANSWER IS SITTIN RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME.
IT SEEMS LIKE I'M BLIND,
AND I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT SOMETIMES
I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE IT ALL END
FAMILY AND FRIENDS A MEANS TO AN END.
I WISH THAT I COULD JUST COMPREHEND
ALL THIS sh** IN MY LIFE
BUT THEN I LOOK AT MY WIFE
AND I PUT DOWN THE KNIFE
AND i APPRECIATE THE LIFE
THAT I'M BLESSED WITH
THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE MESSED WITH
AND ALL THOSE CRAZY TIMES
I SAT DOWN AND WROTE A RHYME
FOR NO OTHER FUCKIN REASON
THEN JUST TO PASS THE f*** in TIME.
IT'S BEEN A CRAZY RIDE BUT IT AIN'T OVER YET
HAD SOME GOOD TIMES SOME BAD AND SOME I'D LIKE TO FORGET.
BUT IT MADE ME WHO I AM SO I HAVE NO REGRET
I'M NOT MADE OF STONE SO I CANNOT BE SET.
AND I DON'T REALLY CARE IF EVER GET PAID
CUZ THE WAY I SEE THIS sh** I ALREADY GOT IT MADE.
f*** this game f*** this fame i only spit it for myself
but this song is for you jamie and nobody else
