VECT - Without You (Prod. Sindustry)
Something for those suffering/suffered heavy bereavement of losing a close or significant other.
VECT
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Story behind the song
Something for those suffering/suffered heavy bereavement of losing a significant other.
Lyrics
14. Without You
Through the murkiest skies I can still see your face
I sit on our couch wishing you were there every day
Candles by your pictures as I look at them & sob
I lay by your tombstone all day long
Can't sleep in our bed alone it feels so unbearable
Can't control the loss in my soul it feels so terrible
You were my total serenity & now it's gone
Hating god more than ever for your life was robbed
I'm emptier than ever without my better half
I miss your scent, your smile, your knowledge, your laugh
Your voice, your jokes, the touch of your hands
I talk to your grave hoping you hear me somehow
You were there when I was slowly melting with despair
Our love so sacred so extraordinarily rare
I hurt so awful I can't begin to describe
All these infinite tears that I feel inside
(Chorus)
Please set me free without her I can't bear to live
I cannot continue I'm dead inside as it is
I scream to the sky bawling out "WHY???!!!"
Without you I'm dead, just alive on the outside
You were everything I wished for, needed & dreamed of
Nobody truly knows the ways I feel, beyond beat up
Nothing will relinquish my endless agony
Everything else in life all I feel is apathy
I must liberate myself from this torture travesty
It's been too long she's gone I'm too sad to be
I fought & struggled in all my strength to heal
But my grief is immense it's all that I can feel
Living life disgusts me without you in it
I've dealt with what I could, but this is the limit
If I don't end my misery it will surely continue
Devastation & torture can't describe what I went through
A tree that hangs over her grave I tie an extension cord to the branch
In my pocket is my suicide letter saying:
"I can't be without her, this pain I must sever.
I was already dead inside, this way it's better"
