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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #267
Peak in subgenre #150
Author
Reaper/Evelution Beats
Rights
2010
Uploaded
January 01, 2011
Track Files
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MP3 3.0 MB • 128 kbps • 3:15
Lyrics
If you could see the river of my soul
Flowin' so cold, dammed up with animosity
And spite that is so bold
It becomes a part of me until it begins to mold
My shadow into a monster, I'm feelin' so cold
And flyin' solo, nobody to control
The tears that seem to flow
When I'm feelin' so low
Another part of me, has seemed to just evaporated
Left in haste, exasperated; on my last sane statement
Runnin' for the finish line, wonder if I'm gonna make it
I can't afford to stumble now, cuz I probably couldn't get up
All that's left inside has surely began to dry up
What is this in my cup? Tears of a lonely man
Living in a desperate place, walkin' in deserted land
And really would I take your hand, offered to me in peace
Or would I rebuff another, letting my emptiness smother
Any good that's left in me, let the light shining cease
And then I would unleash a beast, that's feared by every man
A man who has nothing left, not a dollar; not a heart
Until he just becomes a part, of his own misguided faith
Trapped in hills that radiate and seem to disperse hate
So you wanna talk strife? No happiness inside
About that little part of me, that seems to have died
Washed away down the river, in a tide of my tears
And left with nothing here, but a pool of my fears
It seems to me that, at the start of the this new year
I should not look back, on what got me here
And what is that now, a pile of mistakes
Lots of self-regret and a ton of a misery
I got to fight that, can't afford to be mad
I shift it aside, rise up and try that
But I can't seem to find, a place to be at
No saving grace for me, there is no rebah
I'm just a lost soul, with no place to call home
So I'm walkin' alone, an unanswered phone..