let me get this shit straight.
everything is ok.
i just don't know you anymore.
why am i so tired?
maybe it's these liars.
they pick at my open sores.
my guts are spilling, and they are killing.
they fall out onto the floor.
what are you saying that i'm not hearing
and i have never heard before?
turning into nothingness, i know that you will be
so much better without me...i guarantee.
you will now find happiness, security,
and everything worth keeping...except for me.
all of these feelings i am concealing,
and i may never let them out.
this friendship you took, was half mine and look,
you will never see me now.
what are you needing that i'm not giving?
you have never seemed so less strong.
this horrid fighting, constant denying.
you won't admit ever being wrong.
turning into nothingness, i know that you will be
so much better without me...i guarantee.
you will now find happiness, security,
and everything worth keeping...except for me.
1000 times i tried
to see what was inside.
i wish i could see you.
but you don't make it
easier on anybody here.
do you feel better today?
do you feel better alone?
