Lyrics
ill leave my hook silent, hopin that i hear ya voice
that mission, i wasnt pilot, so i didnt have a choice
i know ur long gone, and we're missin u sincerly
ur bad habbits caught up, n had u lookin weiry
we dearly miss u dawg, i wish that u could hear me
over lookin my shoulder, make sure no one can come near me
the pain is like a boulder, but i hold my head proudly
i wish that u were here, cause we'd have this place roudy
everything seems cloudy, when i think future
the past was a blast, n i thank for u, my toture
i couldnt find a suiter, better off to be my boy
ur daughters lookin cuiter, n her face is full of joy
ur family might be sad, but they remember what they had
the good times n the bad, dawg, we never could get mad
atcha goofy ass, cause u always made us laugh
i never will forget, that u showed me the right the path
at night i gaze at the stars, hopin ur starin back
the distance might be far, butchur my dawg, ill remember that
ur 6 foot deep, n im sorry, but thats a fact
now i never get any sleep, n thats what inspired me for this track
i wish that i-could have taught u jus one lesson
there woudnt be no stressin, cause the lesson would be this
keep ya head above the ground, and one eye to ya back
these fiends are out there pumpin everything, including crack
i know ur smilin now, lookin down upon us daily
u'd treat ur daughter jus like, eminem does hailey
but now ur out there sailin, with time as ur ocean
i feel u out there tailin, cause ur causin a comotion
i keep my emotions bottled up, because it hurts
some times i wanna end this pain, jus like kurt
but then i think about the people, that we'd leave behind
thats the kinda thoughts that make me wanna hit rewind
at first, at ur funeral, i couldnt bust a tear
i was full of total fear, as i pictured u were here
waitin for the punchline, n u to come out laughin
but when i seen ur body dawg, i felt myself colapsin
i felt like im relapsin, givin up my all control
i thought it would be passin, but nope, ur in my sole
so now its ever lastin, that ur not upon this earth
you left us all gaspin, cause u didnt know ur worth
im bound to go biserk, but un-til the end i'll work
until i face the clerk, of the pearly white gates
i can clearly see ur smirk, and u hand me my new skates
i know it will be great, with the world as our estate
you know we cant debate, that wasnt your time
so now i just relate, to people with my rhyme
with hopes they wont excape, n realize you shine
so now i jus wait to see this best friend of mine