The lyrics were intended for another song, and this song just came out of it.
Lyrics
When I first found out
You think that I’m no good
Asked what it’s all about
Although I guess I could
Have figured myself
Had I taken the time
I would need no one else
If I thought in my mind
Of stupid items
I’ve said and done to you
I won’t speak again
If you don’t want me to
Oh, I’m sorry.
I’m messed up inside
Because I know you hate
Me but I am alive
So I doubt it’s too late
Change could be in me
Sometime I’ll be older
And different can’t we
Possibly start over
I’ll try not to lie
I doubt that it’s too much
I do not want to die
‘Fore I’m with you enough