air port – i couldn’t admit to anything i couldn’t stand to lie i’m not doing nothing walk with that when you die i couldn’t stop shaking my head and crying won’t help don’t tell me that i can’t tell myself and i wander to the airport and take all my pills and walk the runway with a hundred dollar bills and its cold out tonight and i have no comfort i have no drink no food i’ll sleep at the airport remember when i said i would stay and the rain on my face and we didn’t sleep that day and i started to pray and i saw a light in the sky and blood in my eyes and all of my lies cover you in boils death will never come and life is gone away i’m laying on chairs full of pills in my head i’m laying on chairs pretending i’m dead i’ll step in to the sky and never say good bye and i’ll miss everything and i’ll miss the way you sing and i touch you one last time you almost let me one day i’ll be coming home from the everything i was and burning under my skin he looks down at the sea he looks like he could be me one day i’ll be coming home.