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Progressive / electronic / rock / rap Whatever I feel is right
The Trying. A name representing something we must constantly be doing in our lives. This is the epitome of myself. This is my space without restrictions. The personal/political - inseparably wound.
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Genre
Acoustic • Acoustic Piano
Charts
Peak #150
Peak in subgenre #24
Author
Chris Kaetzel
Uploaded
September 07, 2013
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MP3 5.5 MB • 112 kbps • 6:53
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I knew a girl Her name was Rebecca Or Amber I’m not sure I knew a girl I couldn't pick her out of a lineup I don’t remember her voice I don’t even remember what color hair she had She rode home on her bike one day After she told me she’d be right back I hope that she is still alive I know a woman I remember a child I knew a father that left one day He has never come back I knew a girl Whose ghost must haunt him Like waking up in vomit from a bad night of drinking Except this time, he drank himself paralyzed He drank me paralyzed I knew friends I knew parents who took those friends away from me I made new friends I knew babysitters I knew inquiry I knew what I had been told I wish I had Wish I had Not fallen for this sh** I’m swimming in it I’m swimming in it I can’t get out from under this It’s toxic I knew a prison visiting room I remember the dark, pseudo-wooden tables I remember the vending machines I remember the door I would stare at eagerly That stood next to what I used to know as a judge’s booth Waiting for an emerging man that I knew After he was strip-searched I remember knowing what I knew I remember alcohol and a vehicle And perhaps many repeated offences I remember my world collapsing I knew something that I couldn't comprehend Something that a nine year old could never comprehend I knew a Rebecca Or Amber I knew her sisters I remember puzzle pieces coming together Not completely But enough to reveal a picture I still hate to look at I hope that she is still alive I hope she has coped better than I have As her mouth was filled with evil My lungs were filled with semen Our innocence formed an egg But the implantation has not ceased And has been multiplying This is cancer I wish I had Wish I had Not fallen for this sh** I’m swimming in it I’m swimming in it I can’t get out from under this It’s toxic Spoken I hope that she has survived I don’t know her name I hope that she knows mine Maybe she’ll find me one day Maybe we can help each other put the puzzle together God, I hope that she is still alive I wish I had Wish I had Not fallen for this sh** I’m swimming in it I’m swimming in it I can’t get out from under this It’s toxic
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