15.a murder of sorrows wip
"comfortably numb" for chronic pain
exploring the multiverses sound by sound and word by word
Story behind the song
story behind the song: every once in a while, nostalgic memories of those thought free prescrip tion medicated days where decisions were always to just agree, and creative thought was nonexistent. the muse(s) need not worry about being an inspiration as inspiration, as such, was in a deep medicated sleep. the scary part is the desire, on occasion, to return to that state.
Lyrics
thought to take the pain away
for more than a few minutes
more than a few days
thought to make it all go away
for more than her forgiveness
of all of my mistakes
she never answers
that's not her fault
never ever should have got her involved
release the pressure
collapse the gestalt
another swallow and the problem's solved
like a murder of sorrows
a murder of sorrows
quietly submerging
in pools of my mind
fallow years diverging
silently sounding
the depths of real time
this "me" that "i" is drowning
the little pill(s) will bring peace again
lets a mind rest
that's too tired to mend
the little pill(s) will bring quiet within
all for the best
she won't have to listen
to a murder of sorrows
a murder of sorrows
quietly submerging
in pools of my mind
fallow years diverging
silently sounding
the depths of real time
this "me" that "i" is drowning
in a murder of sorrows
