Hook
Living my life I been broke
Weight of the world I'm bout to pick up
Shoulder aching but
I'm not the type of guy
to give this shit up
Grab the world I'm a bout to
lift up lets see if I can get up
Back is hurting
but I don't care
I can't get enough of this stuff
All i hear is my name
and all of the pain I bring
What I live is my life
And I wouldn't change a thing
Verse 1
I Been at it for so long people Call me a Manaic I'm illa
Half godzilla mixed with a Gray back gorilla
For real a zodiac rap killa
You don't wanna mess with my team unless
you could top us The best is with me
Regrets in your sleep
Drag you out your bed and I'll
beat you to death with your dreams
You ain't able to handle
I'll bet chu'll shake and rattle
As I play the piano
Sihoullete keys moving and I've
misplaced my shadow
I'm tellin you the old me is dead
Find a way thru the pain coping with dread
Wanna give it all up,
But I'd rather hope and stay focused instead
Hook
Living my life I been broke
Weight of the world I'm bout to pick up
Shoulder aching but
I'm not the type of guy
to give this shit up
Grab the world I'm a bout to
lift up lets see if I can get up
Back is hurting
but I don't care
I can't get enough of this stuff
All i hear is my name
and all of the pain I bring
What I live is my life
And I wouldn't change a thing
Verse 2
Let you in my heart get strangled inside it
When I rap kinda like drunk driving
Auto pilot, letting go of the wheel pray to god
to send an angel to guide it
Mangled and violent,
Kinda like my brain
when you take a frame
try to paint it
it the same
but the canvas end up with a painted asylum
Hoping for the day
You can like me and love me and play
me like you do another rapper
Instead of you tryna push, and shove me away
I keep hanging in,
I can't handle another day
for shit just to change again,
but if does, I'll stay up
And keep moving until I'm breaking in..
Hook
Living my life I been broke
Weight of the world I'm bout to pick up
Shoulder aching but
I'm not the type of guy
to give this shit up
Grab the world I'm a bout to
lift up lets see if I can get up
Back is hurting
but I don't care
I can't get enough of this stuff
All i hear is my name
and all of the pain I bring
What I live is my life
And I wouldn't change a thing
Verse 3
I been trying to use rap as a way to express what I'm feeling
But I can't write every night always End up in bed looking up at my ceiling
Like why? Can't I ever catch a break? and I, think of my past
mistakes, and Sigh.. *sigh yo, I been begging to make it
Living on cloud 9 head in the matrix, Getting fed up can't take it
Rememeber the basement where we thought all our shit was dope
as fuck and we Said we can break in
The game just to better the place we at but the rap
was never amazing, -- Look at it man
Like god damn we can be famous heavy in weight
Next one to save it
They say hip hop is dying
Let me slap that mutherfucker for you
Cause everybody know he fucking lying
You can look underground where I been at
You can look online you can find
a bunch of us in rap
Do you get that?
Show these
Rookies how it's done so step back
Hook
Living my life I been broke
Weight of the world I'm bout to pick up
Shoulder aching but
I'm not the type of guy
to give this shit up
Grab the world I'm a bout to
lift up lets see if I can get up
Back is hurting
but I don't care
I can't get enough of this stuff
All i hear is my name
and all of the pain I bring
What I live is my life
And I wouldn't change a thing
