I can never learn to take, my anger and my hate/
Control my mental state, I flip and ventilate/
An admissible array, of twisted mental-lies/
All this fuckin' bullshit, i should be penalized/
But i'm not... And only-now-it-hurts/
Its eating me alive to show-you-how-this-works/
The writing and thoughts, tryna-spit-sounds/
Every little key, to final-mix-downs/
Recording and editing, hours-at-a-time/
And now i'm stuck here, on how-i'm-gonna-find/
The time to spend, before you're lettin-go/
I miss ya'll, my heart is gettin-cold/
But I... understand if you talk-in-rage/
And I... understand if you walked-away/
And I... understand if you HATE your seed/
I understand, but I dont think it changes me...