It's all about psychotherapy and selfdestruction...
Singsongwriter goes Metal...
Lyrics
In the night
when you fight all the demons inside
and the pain
of those dreadful years pass you by
you recall
the scenes of how you did fall
from grace into shadows by losing it all
in the night, peace of mind
a victim cries out from behind
closed eyes and destructive ways
breathing in those ruthless days
your boy was a toy
so easy destroyed
now you say, you did pay
when they took him away
you thought and bought
the illusion of god
would take the guilt away from your heart
in the night, your child
would suffer a loss so wild
it was destined to be his life
neglected and shameful denied
in this lonely light
say your prayers tonight
those deceiving dreams
killing silent screams
Tried to chance yourself
being someone else
blaming lies so true
isolating you
bottled up with fears
and those drunken tears
this bloody knife
cuts the end of time
now the churchbell rings
go spread your wings
need to get away
from this yesterday
Flying high in the sky
where the angels saw you inside
they did know, where aliens go
they blessed the curse of you ending the show
deep is the night
long is the ride
the seduction of suicide
had opened the gate to be free
from damnation and anxiety
at last, you seek to the hidden past
where mother and brother, they died so fast
the violent drug abuse – a legacy from above
a body for sale, so fragile and pale, and no love
oh god, you failed me so bad
I hate you for being my dad
I was just a little girl
hanging naked at the edge of the world
In the night, must seek control
I won't let you in my mind anymore
in the absence of caring, I'll fade
release this soul, it's not too...late
