This is a DOPE ass track...the choruses were sung by me...and were supposed to sound kinda fukked...not any "OH MY GOD" type singin...cuz it's more narroration...but this shit is dope...u may need to listen to it more than once;)...1...[.]
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Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #383
Peak in subgenre #204
Author
RiGhT HeMi$pHeRe
Rights
RiGhT HeMi$pHeRe
Uploaded
July 31, 2004
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
...1st Solo Track...
Lyrics
Chorus 1: I can end it now/ Life is just to hard/ I just can’t stand/ Livin in the dark// Time to let it go/ Focus on the job/ Heaven here I come.../ I ain’t see’n God// 1st Verse: I wasn’t born into a family...just surroundings that damaged me/ Couldn’t even stand the heat...my life is full of vanity// Now I know insanity is right around the corner/ A foreigner to this life of drugs-n-lifeless thugs-n-coroners/ Still disordered...distorted and maimed/ The horror that came when heroin was pouring from veins// No more core of my brain...thoughts are drifting away/ I’m sick-n-dismay fucking the bitch with the syphilis-spray// My dick is in flames...and my stomach is tied in knots/ And I keep hearing on rap albums of people who die from shots// Inside my thoughts...I see pain consuming my life/ Only way I’ll get out of it’s going through with suicide// I never thought I’d use a knife...cutting my arm/ Then started slicing horizontally but something was wrong// Wanted no harm...I fucked up...but now I’m bleeding odd/ I feel hot...I SEE THE LIGHT!....but...I ain’t seeing God// Chorus 2: Where is heaven now!?/ Angels in the sky!?/ All I see is pain.../ Tangled in our lives// Sins are comin back/ Nestled in disguise/ Shut my lids and see/ The Devil in the eyes// Verse 2: Oh my God I’m in HELL!!!/ I don’t know...which way to go...I’m inside a cell// I see demons and heat is released even/ Chief of police weeping because he and his neice (were) creeping// Why am I here?!...what have I done to deserve this?!/ You’re here because you didn’t give into love and it’s curses// Come to the surface...see my eyes at my level/ It’s Satan, Lucifer, Abbadon...I am the Devil// Oh my God I swear I’ve seen you before/ SAY HIS NAME AND I’LL LEAVE YOU FUCKING WEAK AND DEFORMED!!!// But see I was born...alive and emerged/ AND YOUR THE FUCKING REASON MY MOM DIED AT MY BIRTH!// AND YOUR THE FUCKING REASON I TOOK MY LIFE FROM THE EARTH!!/ AND YOUR THE FUCKING REASON WHEN I WAS SLICING IT HURT!!!// HAHAHA...your life was worthless just begin to admit it/ Now here’s a fiery sword slash for every sin you’ve commited// Chorus 3: Hope does not exist/ Evil’s turnin out/ Not allowed to pray/ My soul’s burnin now// Here I go again/ To the depths of hell/ Soul’s engulfed in sin/ I know God will prevail// Verse 3: Now it’s over I stop...I can’t take it I’m hot/ I feel pain and I cringe...I shake and I drop// I pray to the heavens...Lord forgive me I’m weak/ Give me a brief slip of relief hear me I speak// I lived in the slums and when I heard Christian I’d run/ Lord just give me a sign!...I’m with you my son// Lord it’s you!...I feel no pain...I’m bleeding within/ Satan took me under and started to feed on my sin// I know you thought I was some kind of myth/ Hell is what I begun to see fit to punish you with// Lord I know...but why Hell?!...I was very afraid/ Just know...the Lord works in mysterious ways// But frequently I prayed on what I thought was your frequency/ I thought you hated me...I love everyone equally// What now?!...back to hell with my flesh-n-transcripts!?/ No...I forgive you and I do give 2nd chances// [.]...1...[.]
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