From the North Shore of Staten, NYC. I use free beats, write, record, and mix all my own stuff. Not in this for fame or money, enjoy the music for free...
from the north shore of staten island, nyc...started doin music in 04...was in a group called ghostown, dropped 2 mixtapes, had sum succes...group split, i went solo... went to IAR (institute of Audio Research) and opened up my own home studio...the business of music made me lose all interest completely in the art...sold all my equipment n went on an 8 year hiatus...my house burnt down n random people out of nowhere started requesting a new cd...wen u have a gift n u dont use it u r being disrespectful to urself n every1 around who appreciates it, as well as the art itself...i went out, bought all new equipment, n have been creating more art since...i record n mix myself, come up wit all song concepts, lyrics, n samples myself...
Lyrics
Verse 1:
J-Formz:
The first time I ignored you, the second time, well, I warned you...now stop paintin ME to be the bad guy like you're normal...tryin to write me off, but you'd be LOST if I was gone...admit your album just got better now that I'M on a song!
Joe:
You're not bein serious, right? Where you gettin this from? You make like every single situation negative son...do you know who I was before your ass came along?
J-Formz:
Yeah, a little bitch who never had a right to write a song...if not for ME, you would've been gone! When we saw some shit and wanted to be hard, you're the pussy we tried it on...
Joe:
That's the thing though, you don't just go and change who you are...there's other ways to succeed without always tyrin to be hard...what you did was pathetic, I don't respect it at all...tryin to beat them at their own game led to my downfall...I could've paved a new lane, you wouldn't let me be...instead of bein like them, they could've tried to be me...now, that's gone...
Hook:
Joe:
I take somethin to go to sleep and it keeps me awake...I've been "next" my whole life, yet, they still want me to wait...always opposite the way that I intended it to...and now you know what it's like to live life as these two...
J-Formz:
He takes somethin to go to sleep, but it keeps ME awake...I'm his shadow: everything that he loves, I hate...I CRINGE at everything he's ever done and he's said...and now you know what it's like to live life in his head...
Verse 2:
J-Formz:
Here's what you DON'T see: all the times I wanna kill someone and don't...you hate me, I got the balls to do the things that you won't! I wanna swallow every pill on the planet, yet I refrain...so yo, I'm not about to let you throw no dirt on my name!
Joe:
Shit, I ain't gotta do nothin, cause at the end of the day...most of these people ain't believin half the shit that you say...
J-Formz:
I could be anything I ever wanna be when I spit...of course they ain't believe me, I did unbelievable shit! Hard to accept the specimen that you're observin...I'm a perfect mix between Dirk Diggler, and Tyler Durden!
Joe:
Shit, you embarrass me son...
J-Formz:
Well, you embarrass me, kid...creatin me's about the ONLY good thing that you ever did! See, these people made you HATE yourself...so now, I represent you, there's no escape, this what you made yourself!
Joe:
I ain't about to just keep lettin your ass still drag me down...cause you keep claimin you're fire, well, then someone's gon' stomp us out...and we done...
Hook:
Verse 3:
J-Formz:
You make it sound like I ain't exactly what you wanna be...when everything that everybody likes about you, is ME!
Joe:
Man, I'm done listenin to you, you gotta go, for sure...20 years you haven't grown, you're not servin me anymore...it's time for me to put a rest to you...I'd rather my daughters be impressed with me, than me always impressin YOU...
J-Formz:
You're hilarious my dude, like, what the fuck you gonna do!? Thinkin you're safe in your head, remember, I'm in there too!
Joe:
Talk about me thinkin? Then here, think of this: if I stopped OVER-thinkin, you wouldn't even exist...I created you, and I could take you out...almost like if you were real and I shot you right in your mouth...
J-Formz:
You're a bitch, I'm runnin this, and no, you won't do shit! Cause if I lose my temper, you'd better hope that I find it quick!
Joe:
I'll do what I gotta do for my family to find balance...you're a problem to be solved, and I LOVE me a good challenge...you're done!
Outro: (Fight Club sample)
