My Will

Laurence Wilson – Alternative Artist

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Song about wanting to die.

rock electronic poetry goth dark synth pain

Laurence Wilson

I write and produce my own material on 8 track studio. I play all the instruments unless otherwise specified.

Based in St Helens, United Kingdom and active since 2011, Laurence Wilson has built over 50 original tracks in the Alternative space on SoundClick.

The catalog is highly versatile, with productions ranging from laid-back to intense in energy and from dark to bright and feel-good in tone. The music spans Alternative, Prog and Progressive, drawing influence from Pink Floyd, The Beatles and Jimi Hendrix. Rhythmically, the catalog is equally versatile, spanning subtle groove to floor-filling rhythms. The overall sound is crossover and radio-friendly, making it well-suited for a range of placements and projects. Production relies on keyboard, acoustic and drums, giving the catalog a consistent sonic identity. Across releases, the mood is consistently breakup, love, demons and apocalypse, making the catalog easy to navigate for artists seeking a specific feel.

Laurence Wilson's catalog features several standout productions. "Junk Funk Elastic" is a high-energy alternative production with an energy feel. "GLAM QUEEN" brings an energy and mid-tempo energy to the alternative space. "Nobodies Life" is an energy alternative track with a mid-tempo edge.

Laurence Wilson offers free downloads on SoundClick, giving listeners and independent artists direct access to the catalog.

With 1.4K streams on SoundClick and a track record of earning 5 top-50 chart positions on SoundClick, Laurence Wilson has established a strong footprint in the independent alternative space. Explore the full catalog on SoundClick.

SoundClick artist Laurence Wilson presents "My Will", an outstanding release in the Goth genre. The sound is shaped by synth, giving the song its signature feel. It is 100% original and free of any third-party samples. Musical depth is added by a strong male vocal layer.

The track has a rolling rhythm quality that makes it easy to connect with. "My Will" has peaked at number 5 on the SoundClick Goth chart. Laurence Wilson is an independent artist on SoundClick, releasing Goth music directly to fans worldwide.

Song Info

Genre

Alternative • Goth

Charts

#17 in subgenre Peak #5

Charts

Peak #77

Author

Laurence Wilson

Rights

Laurence Wilson

Uploaded

January 06, 2026

Track Files

MP3

MP3 14.0 MB • 320 kbps • 6:06 minutes

Meta Data

Samples

No samples, loops, or splices

Vocals

Male

Character

Energy

relaxed, cool

high-energy

Danceable

coffee-place

dancefloor

Positivity

dark, sad, angry

happy

Appeal

unique

radio-friendly

Story behind the song

Written when a teenager and feeling low after a break up.

Lyrics

Leave me alone, I want to die.
Leave me alone, don’t look me in the eye.
I am sorry, for I’m insane.
But first I’ll kill the dream, for causing me pain.
Leave me alone, I want to die.
Leave me alone, don’t say goodbye.
My time has come, I’m at an end.
Nothing to fix, nothing to mend.
When they put me into the ground.
Play the Madcap Laughs for me.
Bury my body in Barrett’s dissolving sound.
This will set my soul free.
Set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul free. 
The fish in the aquarium are saying my name, as they drain my self-image from a lane of chains. And I look into the bottle of mother’s taught nightmare, the hair on my bed thinks it’s a chair, for a want of a reason or a season of repeats. Sarah Jane Smith melts in the heat of a ray that sits on the very first moment of May. I say to the poet, you know it’s all mice, that lick on the wounds of don’t look twice.
Rice Lane Chip Shop, lost in my sock, dropped on a moor, found in a clock. 

Leave me alone, I want to die.
Leave me alone, don’t look me in the eye.
My blood is scant, my shoes are dim.
Take me to, the Brother’s Grimm. 
The frocks of my sisters’ blister in the sun, shot with whit, shot with gum, chewed and bubbled, oh not troubled or wretched, stretched beyond the imagination of missing chess sets. Let me walk into the cacophony of a painful rendezvous, let me lie in a casket made from the perils of you. Soothe me with horse mints, stay me with Bowie. The last dance is here, but it isn’t a slowie. For life is fast, getting faster by the minute, but I’m no longer here, I’m no longer in it.
My will is writ in bits a drabs, it’s my will, made out of rags. 

When they lower me into the ground
Play The Final Cut for me.
Bury my body in Waters sentient sound
And I shall no longer be. 
Set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul, set my soul free. 

My will by Laurence Wilson

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