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My Deepest, Darkest Feelings
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Just things that have been bothering me lately...txt was there to help me reveal my feelings
xxgneexx genie gnee jodie
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I do hip hop and garage...used to do drum and bass but that was the old days
One thing thats really gettin to me lately is that people listen to my tracks but then leaves no feedback so dont be some minor and tell me what you think... Now a solo artist at the age of 16 originated from tottenham but moved to hertfordshire...used to be in a crew called mixed skills combined but sadly lost 1 of our members and the other couldnt be bothered anymore...so im the only one left...i also sing aswell as mc and mc to all different genres.
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Genre
Hip-Hop • Hardcore Rap
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Peak #1,516
Peak in subgenre #224
Author
G:Nee
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xX:G:Nee:Xx
Uploaded
August 25, 2004
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MP3 3.8 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
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The life that I’m living what I’m giving is never good enough Try to make it ok it gets Smokey when times are rough Had enough of this world it gets stressful day by day Instead of what I see being colorful turns out black white and grey Do you always get nagged at by your parents’ day in and out? Looking for things to say to you so they have a reason to shout It’s like I’m the practicing dummy its funny when you see me crying No ones there to lend a shoulder face turns red feels like frying Do you like getting ignored by the people you care most about? I know how it feels like no one can when hear you speak out I need to reach out I need a hand to lead me the way to the light Something bright something happy something with a pretty sight So I aint scared to speak up and reach up for guidance I’m just a child not a villain I think you’re in need of remindence It never turns out the way I want it to be I thought my time had come To be happy I guess I’m dyslexic in what I think it turns out kind of dumb Chorus My deepest darkest feelings ill describe the way I see them Being treated like something else feeling non human being Seeing hatred in your loved ones eyes it draws you to insanity Confused on what to think wishing it was self explanatory The feelings that are strong and can tare you inside Keep them a secret and try so hard to hide My deepest darkest feelings I’m revealing in this text It’s a test who I can trust and who to disrespect Do you like getting called a retard if you do something little wrong? Not everything is simple but still I try to remain strong Remain calm look at the lines on my palm and cut them Cos I know I won’t die if I cut my wrist it would be mayhem People don’t know how I’m feeling I keep it locked up in the dark No expressions on my face if I was happy there’d maybe be a spark thoughts depression my dreams discretions seem to take over my mind mixed feelings in my heart over my wishes that I cannot find Do you like having to organize do everything you’re asked? I even get flash backs of the events that happened in the past I can only express myself through the feelings and meanings of my words What I put together like I’m cursed just that little longer till I burst I haven’t got a black heart to throw someone else’s possessions I even get rejected by my loved and deepest obsessions Its just not me id rather be myself than a fake in your eyes I don’t want to search for attention I don’t wanna be a pack of lies Chorus My deepest darkest feelings ill describe the way I see them Being treated like something else feeling non human being Seeing hatred in your loved ones eyes it draws you to insanity Confused on what to think wishing it was self explanatory The feelings that are strong and can tare you inside Keep them a secret and try so hard to hide My deepest darkest feelings I’m revealing in this text It’s a test who I can trust and who to disrespect The roaring of the thunder and the flashes of the lightning The trickling sound of the rain represents the feelings I’m fighting I’d love to stand out there and let the air swift me away to a better place I just want to get away from here like I’m the bad person, the disgrace It gets to me that I’m always the one who seems to get walked on Even though I turn a blind eye and think about something that’s long gone Wouldn’t you just want to rip out that big lump at the back of your throat? Leave a big gaping wound where your larynx was placed when you spoke Worrying causes me stress which causes me pain inside And soon one day these feelings locked up inside I won’t be able to hide Can you stand the silence of nothing when you’re trying to co-operate? Get ready to disintegrate and your tears from your eyes condensate I cant concentrate I get in trouble when switching off my brain As I go insane and get nagged at some more because I can’t explain Let me refrain my feelings this
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