Lyrics
(verse 1)
It was a war, everyday just to get me outta bed
My mom said I gotta get up and just go and plan ahead
But these fuckin kids, god I socially hate
Enduring bullies hold it down inside emotional graves
Everybody think they god cuz they in the in crowd
I was screamin deep down if I coulda been loud
I was crying out, for attention but I hate it when you look at me,
you look and see a motherfucka hooked on weed
I idolized the perfect people seein they do not bleed
Popularity its barely in this stupid theme
The girls of my dreams they plague me in nightmares
I wanted to lash out and crash right there
I passed all the laughs and the tracks with tight stares
These fashions have the passion to pass when light glares
I had to hide behind a pencil keeping deep inside
The only feeling that’s appealin to me is leavin life
(hook)
going on up but Im down fast
scream in ya ear wit a loud crack
hidin it all in an out shack
keeping it real, I’m an outcast
addin up to nothing
never feeling something
days are ending tempting
always feeling empty
(verse 2)
Having dreams filled wit death, nothing left, just a mess
Way it seems, I don’t rest, manifest, life and death
Its not about the things u know as much as who u know
And who u know could be a backstabbin bitch if you’d have known
I’ll be back stabbin all these fuckin faces from waist up
I change places seein these fake faces in make up
Im stupid and lethal, leakin views of the evil
I felt like Marilyn when he did beautiful people
Tried to change everything in me I wanted to be liked
I couldn’t even breath the peer pressure was so tight
All I wanted was respect like I get on soundclick
didn’t have no identities except for outfits
man its just like slavery we’re owned to a namebrand
a name can, make it so these kids are always catering
debatin on just ending everything you can hate on me
lately I been thinking to myself, we’re the same man
