I may not be
pretty like you always were baby
but if you see
something flashing it might just be me
blowing up the way you used to say I would
you called me hopeless, but you misunderstood
‘cause you and me
always kinda volatile baby
this may not be
the version that will let you sleep easy
but I’m blowing up the way
you used to say I would someday
I’m here but I got no reason to stay
I may not be
stoic like you always were baby
but if you see
the night sky bright well it might just be me
blowing up but I will never be your drug
I’m not heartless, but I’m learning how to shrug
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if you wanna tell me I was never good enough
well watch me baby, and I’ll show you what I’m made of
‘cause I may not be
composed like you always were baby
and if you see
skin explode well it might just be me
blowing up the way you used to say I would
you called me harmless but you misunderstood
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