Lyrics
(verse 1)
I cant take the pressure, rather wish I would die
with every step confessing death Im just a regular guy
getting skeptical no sentence making sense on the fly
but wonder why, heaven sent this devil renting my eye
Im thinking back to a time that I'd always like to go
with the world right in our hands livin like the nicest show
our dark sides, tho we never really tried to kno
i was too immature, and u needed time to grow
see Im bleeding thru, I needed u, u never needed me
every time I took a step, its just a step defeating me
when I sleep wit u the dreams are bruised and keep decieving me
every scenery is seen as me forget I dream of you
now things changed and they say its safe to do
I am facin u, I hate to say its not the face I knew
things are rearranging in a daze my brain's erasin u
all this time I am fuckin sick of fuckin chasin u
(hook)
its like this is nothing more than fate when I fall
i regret what i said, ur just fake or ur dull
I hate playin these games while I wait for ur call
now I give up so goodbye and so long
(verse 2)
I cant sleep, I've had enough of having damn dreams
u were dirty when i touched u now i wash my hands clean
if this is love, then shit I'd rather live wit hate
cant escape, evading quakes Im staying awake through all the wake
but just wait, let me kiss you one more time OH NOOOO
go before my will power breaks, yo its slow
story goes, it was here and then it left wit the wind
and now im guessin again, soon Im investin in gin
and yeah Im stupid but I know its just the lesson Im in
I wont trust u when u said that ur the best of my friends
but in all honesty, these bitches have the control
hear the rap and u'll kno that Im trapped in the show
i ask to be with u I get slapped wit a no
so while u asleep Im writin tracks for this hoe
Im makin stupid songs quicker than I hit the trees
while shes fit to sit at home, and wont even think of me