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My Life
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A Song about my childhood, what i went through and just a depth into my mind.. Enjoy
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Dark horrorcore rap artist. I write some of the darkest songs youll ever heard
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #274
Peak in subgenre #133
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Masked Reaper
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Masked Reaper
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December 05, 2004
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MP3 3.2 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
Bout my childhood, I had an abusive father who did loadsa sh** .. f*** ed my head up... this is a description of how i feel
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i was... 2 years old and my father went away i dunno what to say today cos my mind is f*** ed up i guess its tough luck everything i touch also gets f*** ed up cos i hate him so much im always drownin in my tears but for years i tried to keep away from those fears id end up the same as him, prey im not cavin in thoughts of knifin his skull,no one is saving him.. yea, im laying my feelings on this track an attack of facts that made my whole f*** in life crash I stashed photos... im hopin to learn forget all that sh** .. just watch all of them burn i'll open my mind cos im older and wiser than that motherf*** er who f*** ed all of my life up I get so mad that i end up throwin up im saved by the thought of my own child growin up... ( dead inside) never said your an enemy Never said it was meant to be but as a man, im better than you'll ever be so think of me whilst ur dying now the voice u ignored all the time it was crying out Its strange cos i thought you'd that never be the kinda father to hurt me intentionally But i guess when it comes to words im cursed cos all i heard from u was a lot of hurtful words Now im wondering which one of us im talking to.. Whichever one it is, listen cos these words are true Everything i say , everything i do Everything i ever f*** ed up is all because of you Yea.... Its all because of you...All Because of YOU.... Anything i say or Anything I Do I cant carry on and its all because of you lately, ive found myself going crazy cos ive alwayz hated life, even as a baby now i think of me,now i think of you the sh** we been thru, i cant believe its true Now im older, i can forgive wat u did to me But the beatins to mum have scarred her eternally I hate you motherf*** er, i wish we never met Cos your the weakest f*** in pussy i really ever met The evil inside me has taken over my head if its father like son then id rather be dead because i dont wanna be like u , u son of a b*** Man u know im even ashamed to say im one of ya kids Watevers in ur head, i know u carried it in shame And im gonna make sure i never carry on ur name So Listen up u f*** in c*** cos I Aint givin up If you was here now, id kill you you stupid f***
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