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I answered my phone once late at night
To my aunt crying at the end of the line
She asked for my mom as she was in a panic
So i ran the phone upstairs thats when things got frantic
When i asked what happend
I found out I really didnt want too know what happend
Cause i was told my uncle drove into a ditch
And tried to kill himself by slitting his wrists
So much emotion, pain and sorrow went threw me
I wondered if my life was one big catastrophe
So imidiately i emailed my pastor asking for prayers from my church
this was the first time i asked for help when i was feeling really hurt
Cause this has happend before
My other uncle did it successfully unfortunately
He took some rope and tied it in a noose
Put it around his neck and made sure no parts were loose
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God why do we have too learn from our trials
God why do we have fall to our profiles
God why do we always have to wait till tomorrow
God why do we always have to suck in all our sorrow
Everyday I wish that he would have thought twice
And thought of those who loved him in his life
And knew things would be alright but theres one thing i know
Thats God did it for a reason and even though
I dont know why, but I need too trust it was for the best
Theres just one problem when i think about it my heart get distressed
Then i get angry and at times take it out on all of my friends
I sometimes wonder if one day all this pain will end
So maybe I can defend the heavens confidently
Instead of being scared like i was hiding my identity
Im finally making a move but the fear is overwhelming
To the point where i almost wish my heart would stop pumping
But what would be the point of that
Just to drop dead without exploiting the one you rep
It just doesnt get better than that
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I know that God is who i need to be focused on
Even through i know that at times i wont know whats going on
But he's the one that will know
And will show me the ways that i need to go
All i need to do is follow and listen
Even when there are people i want to stick my fist in
Or when my emotions are shifting
I cant afford to be missing the Lord in my life
Cause without him I might aswell be an unarmed knight
Cause i would have been gone year ago
Theres no doubt in my mind but my lifes been changed tho
Theres no reward more rewarding than walking with God the Lord
Not money, not riches, no cars, not a new accord
When you accept him, your life is soon to be restored
And that when you come aboard the most wonderful adventure
Theres no doing this alone its always a joint venture
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