Blind to Me He's got me in a vice, you know You don't have to search too hard to see Everytime I breathe, he's squeezing And I don't need to flaunt my flaws To get the attention that I crave And I don't need someone else's pity To make me feel like I'm brave Cause I know that it's all about power And these secrets keep me in control Cause everyday I decide how much I'm going to let them poison my soul I'm jealous that you hide And people still listen I'm jealous you have everything and make up what's missing And I hate the fact that it's Your ass that they're kissing Yes, I know that I'm selfish And petty, and sad But I'm so envious of what you don't know you have So f*** you and your doctor's note Cause I don't need a degree to know when I'm sad And I've earned my right to be where I am And I have much more gone than you I'm much more gone than you are Steal my thunder Steal my rage Steal everything I've worked to contain Oh, envy Oh, this envy I won't let you know How much it hurts to be Aware that even you are blind to me All lyrics and music © Just Plain Sarah 2004