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this twisting pain in my side as my heart racing fast.
can not fall a sleep again ,
36 hours that i have been awake.
now i see spots cross my eyes ,
floting by me as i write,
my words seems to press aginst my mind as i can no no longer speak.
help me to remember what i want to write down,
will it matter some day?
will it help me clarify my feelings i have lost in the world.
i want to know who i am ,
what will i be ,
and where will i go .
lost in my delirum i don't want to sleep ,
i am afraid to close my eyes ,
not sure what i will see.
maybe soon i will sleep nad not will the walls crashind in,
i think i will try to keep the sun from shining in,
if theres light i will never know.
i think i will go to sleep so that i can turn off my mind.
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why do i see my self falling down ,
i see my self taking the same path to follow my dreams.
most of my dreams have not been finished like the ones i dream while i am sleep.
i am not sure i chose the right dream any more ,
i sholud have followed the dream that kept you in my life .
back then i was young if i did not go threw what i did i could not be who i am .
so long ago now is then , my love in music grows threw my soul into my mind
and right to you .
now the years go by and now i feel better .
i wonder what will be.
i started taking care of my self doing what mattered and i started to belive that i
can be alive in this world and not feel so sick and scared ,
fear had me for years , so what should i say
live in the past or live for today -
when the past is what makes us and tomorrow will be another day-
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