View What Goes On In My Head. This Gets DEEP!
Credit To Soleternity On The Beat Called "In The Flesh".
DeVine, Hip-Hop, Poetic Rapper
DeVine - a.K.a. - "Tha Poetic Scribe"
Story behind the song
Went through alotta shit in my life, so i decided to write some of my thoughts down. This is about what goes on in my brain and what i think about. The result is,no matter what...i could never take my life. That's a cowards way out...this piece shows hope and inspiration to others that feel this way,but in the end it shows hope of better ways to handle it. So listen closely.....
Lyrics
Yo,this life it just ain't worth it, fuck what i write in my verses....
Why was i put on this earth, i feel so fuckin' wothless....
What's the point of life when all it contains is this pain & hell....
What's the point of livin' when you ain't got shit to show & tell....
Why do i strive so hard to stay alive on this earth....
And fuck my adoption, i wish i would of died at birth....
I could care less if that wasn't the right thing for me to say....
And i could care less about life, my will has faded away....
I've now given up on all of my righteous beliefs....
And when i feel defeat i wanna cry and die in my sleep....
I've plotted suicide, the plan lays in my head deep inside...
And at this point in life i just wish I'd be burried alive....
There's no point for me to live cause I see no hope...
Suicide's been planned, all i need is a chair and some rope....
Fuck past shit I've wrote, cause all i see is a future of pain....
And I'm tired of livin' life's drama, it's drivin' me insane....
Not a day goes by that i don't think about suicide....
And if life gave me a choice, i think i'd choose to die....
There's nuttin left for me to live for on this earth....
And I've been cursed from my birth, all i feel is what hurts....
Now I'm sick and tired of livin, i need a way out....
Suicide seems the best way as a true escape route....
My suicide letters are all i have to keep my emotions focused...
And I gaurantee when I'm gone no one will even notice....
Many wonder why i wrote this, i'm just sick minded & twisted....
I'm tired of drama blockin my reality, i miss it.....
Now i'm caught in my head, i believe i deserve to die....
There's no words to define my escape, only 'good-bye'....
But when i try suicide, I'm never able to commit....
No wonder I'm still trapped in this world of piss and shit....
Now I'm stuck bitchin about this life and shit i've been through....
And I'm still writin out all the pain, The suicide letters continue....
