There’s no cure for me
This depression is killing me
And choking my life and overwhelming
To the point I can’t breathe
I’ll probably give up before I try
To break the silence that hiding inside
My empty life
And I’m fading, faster
I’m not faking it like I did last year
I’m fading, please save me
I’m waiting
Kill this disease that’s hiding under my bed
And destroy what manifests in my head
And fills my life with bitter regret
And reflects on the lies I was fed
The bottle is empty, the drugs are fading
I can’t take anymore of this waiting
I have to take these
My hands are shaking, my heart beats faster
I gather the strength but my lungs are shattered
I cannot speak, I cannot ask her
And I wait for
This divorce
To pull me backwards
As things move forwards
And I hate you
So I escape you
And run away from
The places I once knew
…I digest all the lies that I’m fed
