Expression more than entertainment.
Jus another emcee comin from the SoCal! Jus doin this all as a hobby and for the love of the art.
i do this stuff from home. my first few songs i just used already made beats, stuff from smilez & southstar, the liks, etc. but the new ones, im trying to find time to actually composed the beat to it as well as just writing the song.
Story behind the song
This came after a breakup of something beautiful. Its hard to express myself in writing, or painting, or anything like that, but it all seems to some out in song.
Lyrics
verse 1:
im going crazy not seein your face no more
i was so wrong to juss walk out of that door
if it was so right to break it off right then and there
why is it now, i got my thoughts up in the air
i cant think straight without you crossin into my mind
you gave me happiness in no one else that i can find
we were so happy when the times were good
you treated me right, and i did all that i could
to keep you smilin to keep you by my side
we were the perfect couple, we were so bonafide
everything you did for me i cherished it so
baby girl, i miss you bad, you juss dont know
you were the angel that came into my life
you blessed me girl, and i thought you would be my wife
i felt that there was juss something that i had to do
thats why i had to write this song dedicated to you
chorus:
i think about it every day
and i juss cant the right words to say
that ived missed you right from the start
beileve me girl, these are words from the heart
theres juss one thing i did not see
you were the one who believed in me
now your gone and im so sad
i am sorry for givin up what i had
verse 2:
now i look back on all that we been through
you were there for me no matter what i did to you
sometimes i would be so cold
not knowin what i had, not listenin to what was told
you always were the one that would feel the pain
of our arguements and its making me go insane
i cant believe what i did and what i said
its tearin up my heart and messin with my head
theres not a day that goes by without me wonderin
what i could have done to prevent this rain and thunderin
i used to only have sun shiny days
now im juss stuck in this endless maze
of dark clouds with tears in my eyes
you gave me the light and girl, and its no surprise
that i miss you, and i need you
and if it means anything, i juss wanna see you
chorus:
i think about it every day
and i juss cant the right words to say
that ived missed you right from the start
beileve me girl, these are words from the heart
theres juss one thing i did not see
you were the one who believed in me
now your gone and im so sad
i am sorry for givin up what i had
verse 3:
even in the worst times, you were always around
when i was having problems, you always turned my frown
upside down right into a smile
juss to the same for you, i would walk a thousand miles
when i almost lost my life who was there for me?
'you need to see your lady' thats what my heart told me
juss to see your face one last time
before i passed away thats what kept me in line
if you were never there what would i have to live for?
i woulda juss walked right into heavens door
i thank the lord for keepin me here
cuz if i woulda passed, i know you would have shed a tear
and you knoe how i felt everytime i saw you cry
even if it wasnt cuz of me, i still felt it inside
if you were happy, i was happy, if you were sad, i was too
everything i lived and breathed revolved right around you
chorus:
i think about it every day
and i juss cant the right words to say
that ived missed you right from the start
beileve me girl, these are words from the heart
theres juss one thing i did not see
you were the one who believed in me
now your gone and im so sad
i am sorry for givin up what i had
verse 4:
we were a story book romance, to end it was a crime
cuz we were so happy, juss once upon a time
even though its all behind me, i still feel it today
and i cant find any other way to say these words i say
you meant so much to me for the time that you were mine
and i knoe inside, that i'd still put it on the line
for you and yours forever and ever and ever
for me to lose the love, you know that would be never
i knoe it juss cant work no more with me and you
theres juss been too much drama we've put eachother through
i wish that i could grab the hands of time and stop it
right when things were good, cuz i never, forgot it
for me to say that things will be the same, would be a lie
