Comprehending
Understanding
All the things I cannot Do
Disrespecting
And rejecting
All the thinks I do to you
Underestimated
I've always contemplated
About ending it all
And so I call out for help
I blame you, no one else but you
And now I fake a smile
The smile I've faked for a while
I faked it so that you couldn't see
So you could not see the real me
The real me