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I have one last verse to finishing writing and add I will do that tomorrow
Lyrics
I never thought i would feel so lonely
Or that time would go by so slowly
If only i was so busy i didnt have the time
To have you on my mind cause
When I think of you my heart breaks
I saw you on the news, it made my hands shake
At that moment tears were in my eyes
It was hard for me to hold it in cuz i didnt get a last goodbye
I try to comprimise your death
but i cant
Cause your always on my mind
like balancing books on my head
I cant fathum the fact that your dead
you were 2 just a child
When I heard i felt my burdens just piled
when you were here i never pictured
my life without you i never figured
I wouldnt be able to get you out of trouble
I Always told you that i would be there
But the time it mattered where was I, I wasnt there
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I sometimes wish that I was in your place
Down in the grave left without a trace
Then your face would light up so many lives
Along time ago I would ask God why didnt I die
To think that soon you would be nine
But I cant wait till the time we meet in heaven
It was seven years ago but it doesnt seem that long ago
I remember one time you came to me crying
I picked you up and held you until you stopped crying
That day is vividly stuck in my mind
There is this other time i dont quite enjoy
The weekend before you had died
You got into a fight with your mum
And when i left you didnt say goodbye
But at that time i didnt mind
Cause I figured Next weekend she'll be fine
Man the next weekend I felt so stupid
The pain i had there was no way to remove it
It tears at my gut it tears at my mind
It tears at my heart it tears at my soul
With tears in my eyes I always want to know
why did you have to go
