Looking back now i always really hoped for the best
and how my dad always nagged about the hole in his chest
i always had to attack stress and cope wit the rest
hopin to put to rest this but ive so been obsessed
and its a fact as i know that ive grown as a man
i must in fact be the bone to be holdin my fam
i am the last hope they-see-there-is no after a me
Pushed shoved n pissed off-i jus get bak on my feet
And as i roam through my dome, thinking on my way home
Was it the only road for me to go i dont know?
Opportunities can clash and past becomes regret
i dont ask for life to move so fast im not old yet
So many chances to take and mistakes to make
So many answers to break to create ur place
So as i prance and i shake thru the greatest gates
I will advance as a great the very day i escape
this hell
Tho theres some things i cant take so well
Like-how-many days does my cuzin gotta stay in jail
was it worth writing everyday since the age of twelve
dont tell me they were right wen they said i couldnt excel
No, tell me im not who i believe to be
so i can at least leave wit some decency
but wen i speak im not sure that my point gets across
it gets lost, thats y i get no respect at all
Breathe deep
Breathe long
Live life
Be strong
give life
this song
this night
be gone
And My voice collects dust but i brush it off
Still project thoughts cuz im an intellectual
still connect dots still dont give a fuck at all
till my breath stops and until my chest explodes
