V1
So mad...the anger swells up inside...
it makes me so angry that you can tell none of my
problems and struggles
you of all people should know i got them the troubles
arn't ever stoppin and suddle
hints that i give to you really arn't working
i live in a state of anguish...everytime i start hurting
every parts burning...when im ruptured and broken
but still something is hopin
you'd stop feelin nothin and open
ya arms and embrace me
i can't stay calm im so racy
to just up and leave...and start on my way see
sometimes i know get mad and throw fits
but know this all i want is for us to be the closest
and so this, very poetic verse is for you
it hurts me...and i know its hurtin ya too
my life's for certain in blue
i would just up and walk out but thats way too much of a burden ta do
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I'm tired of feelin so down and out
and i don't really know.. what this is all about
but i try and i try again
please feel what i say til my writting ends
and i've learned how to express myself
god gave me a blessin to vent all the stress i felt
and i know that we will turn out fine
god gave me what i need to make it thru rain or shine
V2
thats it...im tired of each waking minute
listening to you complain and nag and debating is it
cuz you care or just cuz you like to bother me
but obviously ya won't stop ya see
i told ya honestly...that its causin 3
parts of my body...to stop and its oddly
startin ta harm me
i can't cope with the stress...im partly departin
my soul is at rest...until i figure out
how i can speak to you without having to give a bigger shout
cuz u always yellin and fussin
arguin over stupid crap and tellin me nothin
new that i need to value..its been said a million times
no need for a million and one..i hope you feel this rhyme
cuz its purpous is to point out what you need to work on
and until you do...i'll continue to hurt on
so please change ya ways..cuz ya care is still undefined
im just prayin for that day when the sun will shine
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