Verse 1
fuck i hate sittin here alone im fuckin lonely
i feel like i went and dumped my one and only
she used to love me...shes the only one that told me
i was perfect....i still want her to come and hold me
i fuckin hate her......it was labour just to date her
i ripped her heart in half faster than a slip of paper
i wish i never left her... sometimes less than more
i still look at our pictures together in my dresser drawer
i wonder what i kept em for...i slept with more
girls that were better in bed.....she gave head
like shes never given head before.... the whore cheated on me
i cheated on her.... with a bitch that doesnt even want me
where the fuck this even got me... im just cocky
i think i deserve better then her...i do...she forgot me
its not her that i want, i just want a girlfriend
to live my life with while we both watch the world end
Chorus
i hope me and i gets a long tonight
cause what seems right is wrong and whats wrong is right
its hell...fuck battlin anybody else
cause all im ever doin is just battlin myself
Verse 2
fuck more beer?......here it comes up the throat....
c'mon stomach...just stomach it...what the fucks the hold
up....i know this is the 4th time in a row im gettin loaded
but this shit cant fuck me up as much as sniffin coke did
oh shit..... here we go... pukin up foam and shit
hold it in... ill start feelin better any moment if
the whole 6 gets ingested....so just drink... no just think
bout whats gonna happenin in the mornin...my throat'll sting
from acid reflex..or panic attackin my chest...
remember last time i smoked a whole pack of cigarettes
everyday and got smashed until the next
week after....i was gaspin for breath.....id be askin for death
fuck that... im just depressed...and my ass is in a mess
and anxiety is drivin me past the point of stress
settle down...forget it now....just get drunk tonight
fuck it ....yea i guess im gonna be gettin fucked tonight
Verse 3
fuck... here i am...writin rhymes in my basement
there amazin....but i aint doin anything with em
im stayin in the same place.. like im waitin
for a label to come peak in the window and say somethin
its ok....ill just use the internet to place em
on a webpage for people so they can come and play them
fuck im lazy..i think the stage id run away from
maybe im affraid of the haters that'd make fun
cause im white....and im only 5 foot 5
fuck it im sick...whether or not i see eye to eye
i aint a bouncer....whatever... fuck my height and size
you bitches balls cant compare to the size of mine
i get drunk too much..but i love it.
theres so a beautiful girl i want back....that im not gonna fuck wit
and even though im not completely confident
that im gonna get ontop... im still not givin up bitch
