I’m sorry
I’m sorry for the many tears you’ve cried
For all the times I’ve lied
About mundane and idle drama
I don’t know why I succumb to social pressures
I’ve taken too drastic measures
And now you’ve vanished
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for leaving you cold and vulnerable
In situations uncomfortable
I shouldn’t have left
Fleeing the scene seemed to right at the instant
wasn’t until later that I missed it
But it was too late
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for needles and scalpels
For not jumping brooms at wedding chapels
I was too young to feel
I’m sorry for acid rain
You’ve been scared bruised and drained
I still dream of you
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I couldn’t revive you
For the fact that I survived you
It kills me inside
My world moves in slow motion
My mind crashes with my heart like the ocean
A tear drops
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I wasn’t more mature
For naivety having no cure
I wish time could rewind
Your presence made me look like more of a woman
But it was a girl who held her stomach
A womb emptied
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I didn’t think before I called
For just not thinking at all
Slit wrists wont aid
No one knows of you; was I ashamed?
Of the one that would have bared my name
Andrea Maricia.
I’m sorry.
