Oh my god it never ends
It slowly sucks away everything that I love and replaces it with pain
When will this horror end?
When will the day break?
Will this darkness ever fade?
A tattooed souvenir
Scarred into skin and mind
A guiding light at the end of the line
I cannot see it but I know it’s still there
It will never leave
But do I even care
When I cut myself it reminds me
I’m still here
The rush of pain erases sorrow and fear
The slow bleeding process is lost as I fade
Unaware of the cost that I face throughout my days
These words were lost but now they are found
I paid the cost and now I sing the sounds
I preach these words to you
I cry them out with ease
I paint your world blue and my words will never my words will ever cease
