Just one iLL Mistah 1
Song Info
Genre
Charts
#104,173 in subgenre
Peak #794
Charts
Peak #1,555
Rights
In My Room Records
Uploaded
November 21, 2001
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.4 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
An amazingly deep song and concept, where I rhyme to the emotion 'pain' like its an actual person...this concept and song is amazing
Lyrics
Pain, You my dawg for life
you've always been there for me
no matter where I go, there you were
On the real pain, you my number one dawg
we first met when my family got robbed
We got shit in common but your drug free in the brain
everytime I'd light up a blunt, you'd always run away/
I never knew that's what I thought was the end
that you and I would end up being best friends/
Pains love, every day I wake up,
reality is something, that I'm afraid of/
At first I thought that I hated you,
realized that there was no escape from you/
I feel you've been watching me ever since my birth
your probably the most known person, on this earth/
Contained breath, your face-less, everytime somebody would make friends with you,
you'd create strength, I'm da man you bluff, prove who's tough/
I cheated on you once, when I found true love, I forgot about you, she controlled my thoughtz
a few months later, she broke my heart/
And you we're right there for me,
you proved that you cared for me, you were the air to me/
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
When the rest of the world were to put me down,
you seemed to be the only one that every was around/
I don't believe in destiny or controlled fate,
but I believe that me and you, are soul mates/
I done so many things to be pleasing you,
I'd risk happy things, just to be with you/
You made me insecure, actually
your the one that built up the roots in my family tree/
Everytime I lose someone, or something I loved,
all of a sudden you'd be the first one to show up/
You once backstabbed me, it was mad trife
there was many times when, you tried to take my life/
You weren't there for me, I was there for you
it's the truth, God created pain everytime I inflict you/
I just know I won't make it through,
what the hell in the world did I do to you/
Your worse than the jail cell I can't escape from
you live inside me, so we can ever break up/
The only way to escape you, is through suicide,
or to face life, and live it Do or Die/
I try to get rid of you, I'll always cry
your the last thing that's felt by people before they die/
I cry to sleep with you, comin out my eye in my memories,
I guess the whole time I was sleeping with the enemy/
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
How many lives must you take from this,
you're the inspiration that made me slit my wrist/
And everything that you led, I would follow,
when I was a child, you were my Role Model/
Leave me alone, your not a part of me,
you keep showing up, and stalking me/
I realize you don't exist without my head,
this whole time, you were an imaginery friend/
My biggest mistake was the day that I found you,
you exist without me, I can't exist without you/
At first, I loved you, now I'm tryin to end you
my soul got a restraining order against you/
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
At first I want to kiss you,
Then I got to doubt you,
I can't live with you
I can't live without you,
Pain is my best friend, I love you
You been there my whole life,
And I still don't trust you
