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Looking for my voice
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We all seek a unique way to express ourselves. I've had a stammer all my life, and this song is also about the little boy who was at first surprised, then frustrated, and later debilitated by his inability to communicate. It's from January 2006.
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Touching, funny, serious, award-winning songs about life and love; all penned, played, arranged, sung, recorded and mixed by Al.
So he never existed... not really, as a real person. He made himself up one day in 1969 and lived a dual existence: half of him surviving on dead-end jobs, the other half believing that one day he would write at least one song that the world would remember. Now half of him is dead, and, as with all conjoined twins (without major surgery) that sentences both of them. It would be sad if it wasn't so pathetic. Fairy-tales always end this way... well not always, rarely... and this was rarely a fairy-tale; so there the similarities end: the ending was neither sad nor happy - it just... was. The enigmatic and tragic Jackson C Frank was a hero of his... now he emulates that frail and failed soul. Maybe in 40 years people will still say 'Al who?', much as they do today. That would be both a great epitaph, and a fitting legacy. Below is the page as he inexplicably and hurriedly left it: hot meal still on the table; knife and fork still in place and at the ready; the drink untouched in the bone china cup... ************************************************************* I now have an album: 'The sentence that I serve' available from CD baby. Click on this mini album cover to take you there: INVALID -- CDBABY INVALID INVALID INVALID INVALID for AL STRAVINSKY: The sentence that I serve -- It's on iTunes too, where the whole album or individual tracks can be downloaded in mp3 format: http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?playListId=216015067 Thanks. I've been a professional musician for 24 years, and over 3000 gigs (I've stopped counting); always working, travelling, trying to make ends meet...nearly...if you could just hold these a minute please...er...thanks: my hands are now free so I can get on with actually (ironically) playing some music at last. I sing and play bass guitar and I play some acoustic/electric guitars also.
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Genre
Pop Dance-Pop
Charts
Peak #180
Peak in subgenre #73
Author
Al Stravinsky
Uploaded
January 22, 2006
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MP3 4.0 MB 128 kbps 4:24
Story behind the song
From the album 'The sentence that I serve'. Click here for link: album cover We all seek a unique way to express ourselves, and that search starts when we are very young. I've had a stammer all my life, and this song is also about the little boy who was at first surprised, then frustrated, and later debilitated by his inability to communicate what he had in his head. Though it's about 45 years since I first realised something was wrong I still haven't conquered it, and the little boy is still inside me asking for help and forgiveness (though for what I don't know). A bouncy Brian Delaney drum loop drives it along, while the most fluent voice I do have - bass guitar - provides a flowing, uninhibited line throughout; two acoustic guitar tracks (capo at third fret), piano, synthy strings, single lead vocal with up to twelve harmonies, and a bottle-neck guitar line finish it off.
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Verse 1 Inside me is the boy Who always had the words to say, But couldn't say them anyway: Dressed in silence. And then as he grew He found he had a point of view, And sometimes all the answers too; But kept his silence. I sometimes have a dream - I scream But no-one hears me... Chorus I'm still looking for my voice, Always searching for my voice. Verse 2 Spinning in my head All I've thought and seen and heard, Looking for the magic word To break the silence. So I act like a fool 'Cos that's what you expect of me; Through my eyes you'll never see What I could be... I sometimes have a dream - I break free And everyone listens to me. Chorus I'm still looking for my voice, Always searching for my voice. Middle 8 Sitting on my shoulders An angel and a devil; Gets hard, as I grow older, To keep the spirits level. Verse 3 Inside me still the boy Who never learned to speak the truth About who he is, and how he feels... Please forgive me... Chorus I'm still looking for my voice, Always searching for my voice. I'm still looking for my voice, Always searching for my voice. I'm still looking...
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