Produced, wrote, and recorded in like 2 hours...just about some stuff i was going on with my ex girlfriend at the time
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C-chaotic
R-rhyming
C-crew
Elimination and Emcee Remote
well really right now its pretty much just Elimination (me....) i see remote every once and a while and shit, he still my brother but i have a feeling he wont wanna rap anymore, but ill occasionally drop something on here....
Story behind the song
got bored this morning, produced some shit drum riff beat in reason, then just wrote and recorded it...
Lyrics
****lyrics changed during recording...****
kinda funny, but i aint laughing
how it seems, like our love is not lasting
sitting here asking, what the fuck happened
wondering why my hearts cracking
dont know what to say, dont know where im going
but just a month ago, i seemed to just know it
you lost we fought, i guess we paid the cost
now it feels like my soul is left to rot
what i do wrong, why did you wanna stop
did you even want to, or did you not
all im asking now is you just dont fake it
i can see it in your eyes, and i know that i hate it
relating this to when i did it to you
i know the questions you ask, ive been through
now im wondering if i should move on
but can i really go forward after your gone
every time i feel the pain
everytime you dont show no shame
everytime you dont say those words
everytime it just seems to hurt
now what the hell am i gonna do
now if it feels like my life is screwed
now it just seems im lost
now you act like your already gone
spend time apart we tried that before
vicious cycle, cause we keep fighting more
sitting here wondering if i should just leave
go look for someone else to fill that need
but i dont want to ever see you with another
and to tell you the truth i dont want any other
things arent working out and i aint feeling the love
dirty words from both of us, spitting mouth mud
fuck it i love you even if you are a bitc h
now thats kinda funny, aint that the shit
5 years, 5 billion tears, and now living in fear
i get told to move on from my own peers
mirror if you really are magic why this so tragic
we planned to make a full house, like i was bob sagget
ill admit that im a little fucked in the head
how can the brain go on when the heart feels dead
what the fuck it feels like im stuck in this muck
i have heard from people that love does suck
its the truth, dont ignore me when im speaking to you
we yell at eachother till our lips turn blue
sick and tired, of the feeling being expired
and your not asking why im not trying to fight it
i love you and i always will
we can be best friends till our coffins are sealed
but its just wierd feeling your not mine
are you letting me down slowly cause im getting the signs
lost kisses, like targets you just missed em
now they feel sharp like darts with war missles
start to miss you, my heart needs refuge
should i go to another, but then will you start to miss to
i dont know what to do im so confused
i just know that my soul cant take any more abuse
