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losing focus- feelin confused and hopeless
pulled and both stressed should i choose to go yet
the thought of being removed is no jest,
sick of rules and no sex, but its true im so blessed
denial and flippant statements, and while we're stipulating
my child is sitting patient, waitin on the outcome
of these latest trials and tribulations
see it sucks and i'll miss you, the trust that i must give you
tryin hard to smile beneath the tissue,
love is not the issue, even if i want to touch and kiss you
style- i dont give a fuck and its cruel,
dont want to be callous, but when you've walked a mile in this shoe
its hard to stay sane and keep smiling when its split through
saying things vile and it inflicts truth,
knowing i gotta walk away before i get violent and i hit you
used to- have dreams of going down an aisle- be with you
the kids too, until the end of time, but its doomed
too late for reparations, fate will test your patience
its not about escape or gettin vacant
im jus hopin you can wait and let it take in
rather you felt hate, but im stressed and pacing
prayin to god you'll be ok, yet im quakin
coz i know sometimes people do stupid things
when in the face of desperation,
and if i go you'll be lonely, its hard-
but you can always phone me reverse charge
one of the few who truly know me, and my scars
were my lover, my homie, my star
then you shut your self off
and im sorry baby its now too late to show me your heart
everythin u told, u'd yell it,
heres some coffee wake up, be bold and smell it
tired of bein the one to fold, your selfish
sometimes i thought if i u were told u had a heart of gold- u'd sell it
but i know, you fear rejection, so u pushed me away,
dispute what i say, while id sit actin innocuous to your convoluted displays
your'd go in moods and a rage, if i even was lookin your way
it was confusin to say the least- no resolution to tame this beast
but im not lookin to despise, always tried to stay prudent and wise
seperate the truth and the lies, but you kept me couped up inside
glued, stuck and chastised, actin screwed up and snide
our life together is over and you didnt have a clue that it died?!
musta knew that inside, lost dignity you ruined my pride
yet tonight on the cushion you cried,
confessed you were scared of losing your guy
didnt want me moving- denied, we couldnt make another go of it
baby we shouldnt said i, yet i was scared to look in your eyes
knowing if i did, id see your soul- and the real truth that it hides.
