There's no need to find a reason.. It's no use.. I can't explain.. Turn on the Rain and Thunder.. then Wait and Pray and force myself to hide.. Until the troubles fade away..
So Goodnight.. said I'm sorry.. can't it wait another Day..
I'm still not ready.. I'm still thinking..
Sometimes I want to hurt myself
So I change it.. and refuse it.. still I lie awake at night..
It's all those little things I cry about that Hold Me Down
Just when I think I found a reason.. It's no good.. it's no good I can't shut down..
Stare at the Guilt and Confusion and then hope and wait.. The words aren't far behind.. I wish they wouldn't cut so deep
So Goodnight.. said I'm sorry.. can't it wait another Day..
I'm still not Perfect.. I'm still thinking..
Sometimes I want to hurt myself
So I change it.. and refuse it.. still I lie awake at night..
It's all those silly dreams I used to have that Hold Me Down
I'm changing and I'm Feeling
I need to go somewhere now..
and Don't make me.. 'cause I'm leaving
Please take me.. I'm Healing now
So Goodnight.. said I'm sorry.. will there be a better Day..
I sure hope so.. I sure need it..
and I don't want to hurt myself
So change Me.. rearrange Me.. but don't keep Me up at night..
God Damn those little things.. I cry about..
Don't Hold Me Down
