Lyrics
Where I stand in life…
Beat: Sickest Battle Beat
This is the life of me and everything I ever wanted to be,
I wear my lucky cross to remember everything I lost,
Now the guy I love is about to leave, I can’t believe,
What did I do to receive this misery?
Im blinded from what’s in front of me,
[Chorus]
Im standin on a cloud,
Tryin to get an angel to be proud,
Cuz it’s my test,
Will I finally be blessed?,
It’s not a contest,
I need rest,
So that I can confess,
Stop being depressed,
It doesn’t make any sense,
Im full of stress,
all this confusion makin’ me not success,
Today, everyday, they make me go crazy,
I got plenty of fears,
here come all my tears;
they’ve been here for lots of years,
seeking for attention,
The man who showed me how to live,
died,
so can only try, to not cry,
I say sorry for everything I did,
Being yelled at all the time,
won’t help a girl like me,
Just leave me be,
Let me suffer,
Make my self tougher,
I walk,
and talk alone,
I stand tall for what’s right,
My hands are shaking like I got nothing to hold me up
Im standing on a thin line in life,
If I take one step closer I get farther behind,
Getting all this stuff I find,
[Chorus]
im standin on a cloud,
tryin to get an angel to be proud,
cuz it’s my test,
will I finally be blessed?,
it’s not a contest,
I need rest,
So that I can confess,
Stop being depressed,
Problems are racing at me everyday,
All I got right now it for me to pray,
So many people are hatin,
I sitting here on call waiting,
Sometimes it gets so bad that I just wanna run away,
Then I’ll end up on display,
[Chorus]
im standin on a cloud,
tryin to get an angel to be proud,
cuz it’s my test,
will I finally be blessed?,
it’s not a contest,
I need rest,
So that I can confess,
Stop being depressed,
I’m walking down an empty road,
The story’s still not told,
Everyday a new links added to the chain,
I feel like im locked outside in the pouring rain,
Wondering when this life will ever change,
don’t say a word that’s one less word that has to be heard,
Im never going to be the angel in the sky,
That does right for people,
Help them pray to god that everything will be all right,
This life it gunna kill me,
Make me committee suicide,
From all the pain that’s building inside,
I finally tried,
To get some of my own pride,
And That’s why I wrote word suicide,
Now enough of my tears have been cried,
I was put on this earth to survive,
[Chorus]
im standin on a cloud,
tryin to get an angel to be proud,
cuz it’s my test,
will I finally be blessed?,
it’s not a contest,
I need rest,
So that I can confess,
Stop being depressed,
Ye life hurts me a lot and I’ll die…
(Said softly at end) (This is where I stand in life will my life. things go and things flow, but I hope you’ll remember that Im not the same as I was before, so you can just forget me leave me be…)
