Been into this rap thing for 20 years now, listening and studying more than practicing. At 25 years old, I'm finally making moves. Yeah, it's long over due, but it is all in due time. Listening to my songs and checking out my page, people may get the idea that J Malice is a monster or sicko; couldn't be further from the truth. J Malice has a heart and is willing to bet any amount of wealth that it's bigger than anyone who chooses to come through here. Don't judge a book by it's cover. You have to open the pages and read inside if you really want to know about someone.
Lyrics
It hurts me looking in your eyes/
when lonely teardrops stream from your cries/
lonliness and heartbreak upon your face/
please dont think we've gone to waste/
been alot of good times complimented by loving/
arguing is normal, name one couple who doesn't/
I know my ways have got to change, it's true/
can't lose your smile like a sunset view/
Don't know where my life drifted off to/
ever since that summer when I got you/
the pieces have fallen, they've become unglued/
going to manhood from a stretched-out youth/
not sure if I ever learned to grow up at all/
still I took in everything ya taught/
part of me is at the park on the see-saw/
the other is trying, but sitting at a stall
When I see you cry, it cuts me at will/
you can't understand the agony I feel/
you're the one thing I can't live without/
my lifelong goal is to make you proud/
somehow, some way, rise to the top/
comfort you, shield you, hard as a rock/
see that a bright future is unlocked/
and stop those lonely teardrops
I hate it when we have those arguing fights/
nonsense like that has me up at night/
apologies flow cause I have to be tough/
I realize sometimes, sorry isn't enough/
I don't care about me, you're all that matters/
my inspiration to go out and capture/
any dream that I set my mind to/
believe anything's possible, babe, thank you/
greatest thing ever to set foot in my presence/
you're a Valentine, Birthday and Christmas present/
worth more than anything in my life/
made me wanna stop living on the edge of a knife/
comfort you when your sick, resting your head/
even brought you breakfast in bed/
but you really don't need a clear shot/
to see inside, you're crying lonely tear drops
When I see you cry, it cuts me at will/
you can't understand the agony I feel/
you're the one thing I can't live without/
my lifelong goal is to make you proud/
somehow, some way, rise to the top/
comfort you, shield you, hard as a rock/
see that a bright future is unlocked/
and stop those lonely teardrops
When I see you cry, it cuts me at will/
you can't understand the agony I feel/
you're the one thing I can't live without/
my lifelong goal is to make you proud/
somehow, some way, rise to the top/
comfort you, shield you, hard as a rock/
see that a bright future is unlocked/
and stop those lonely teardrops
Your tears turn my summers to autumns/
kills me softly when I watch them falling/
my inside hurts and I'm at a loss for words/
your eyes tell me you're in search/
of happiness,I know that you love me/
you stuck with me when I'm ugly and struggling/
but still haven't been able to find closure/
that's why I squeeze you tightly when I hold ya/
letting you know I'm here, never leave your side/
no matter how much we're caught up in a bind/
it's no secret, I have trouble succeeding/
I love you so much honey, my heart is bleeding/
don't have much to offer since you've stolen my heart/
and sweetie, you've had that since the start/
we can make this work, yours truly always/
your smile lights up my days like sun-rays
