Eyes Sewn Shut

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Been into this rap thing for 20 years now, listening and studying more than practicing. At 25 years old, I'm finally making moves. Yeah, it's long over due, but it is all in due time. Listening to my songs and checking out my page, people may get the idea that J Malice is a monster or sicko; couldn't be further from the truth. J Malice has a heart and is willing to bet any amount of wealth that it's bigger than anyone who chooses to come through here. Don't judge a book by it's cover. You have to open the pages and read inside if you really want to know about someone.

Song Info

Genre

Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General

Charts

Peak #96

Peak in subgenre #34

Uploaded

October 04, 2006

Track Files

MP3

MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 3:55

Lyrics

As a child, I thought I really knew what blind meant/
but it's the opposite I learned as time went/
blind men can see what they're doing and want/
so they won't be ruined and live under the gun/
someone close to me once told me life is rough/
and all you can do is tighten it up/
never give up and you can step out of it/
but what can you do when your clock is running outta ticks

Days move forward, but I remain sitting still/
pressured down with hopelessness, wishing for will/
additions to my intuitions are real/
depression, number one emotion that I feel/
blood seems to be pumping, though not to my heart/
I've just been living on pain all from the start/
my brain does contain knowledge afar/
however in this life, it doesn't really matter how smart you are/
I start the car, but then gas runs dry/
only me is left stranded and asking why/
fall to my knees and raise my hands to the sky/
please don't send me to damnation because I have to die/
older I get, the more it seems harder/
could ya'll seriously imagine me at college/
begging the man for some kind of plea bargain/
cause I don't know if I'll see ya'll tomorrow

As a child, I thought I really knew what blind meant/
but it's the opposite I learned as time went/
blind men can see what they're doing and want/
so they won't be ruined and live under the gun/
someone close to me once told me life is rough/
and all you can do is tighten it up/
never give up and you can step out of it/
but what can you do when your clock is running outta ticks

Took a bullet to the chest in the form of life itself/
damaging the very being of my health/
magnetic force pulled me from those tried to help/
with the hand I was dealt, drowning myself/
why else would I neglect efforts if not disturbed/
can't pick one day in a long while where I didn't, NOT hurt/
promised myself I wouldn't claw, it's too hot to burn/
at least I'd be freezing underneath God's dirt/
I only see myself as a corpse/
sitting propped up in a room during a session for court/
the judge says all these questions are for/
figuring out where you're going, Heaven or.............../
doesn't have to finish because the sentence is clear/
is it a sign inside my mind why I'm always sitting here/
screaming, but none of my family and friends can hear/
the verdict is read and then the henchmen are here

J Malice tries to get better, then gets pushed back/
constantly knocked off the correct foot track/
head spinning like I just blew a fat kush sack/
my nemesis is in this, don't believe me, just look at that/
then Malice is considered a loon/
not too long before he's witnessing doom/
coloring pretty flowers in pictures in bloom/
all day sitting in his room/

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