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Peak #4,070
Peak in subgenre #375
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November 25, 2006
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 4:16
Story behind the song
OK- I made this song, which is loosely based on events that have happened in my life, and embellished them a bit for entertainment purposes. What happened and what didn't is up to you to decipher; but enjoy the music.
Lyrics
I don't know, why I feel, the way that I feel
the feeling, deep inside, that makes me wanna kill
wish I could go back in time, rewind, but I'm
only man, so I've been suffering since the beginning
I got problems, set inside my head buried deep
When I drink, then they, float up, to the, surface, and I, think
about all the people who wronged me, and I start to weep
til my rage triggered, then, I getta, little, mad, and reek
utter havoc, Wish I could control the urge to punish
call me Frank Castle when I get the whiskey-courage from it
at the summit of my rage, I say fuck it and I plummet
the bottom of the bottle, wake up asking what I done, its
never pretty site, gritty, might, beat a bitch in the city light
shitty right? in front of her kiddies, like Ricki White
full-frontal nude, taking everything that I got,
Got to get the fuck away or get visited by the cops
Not once in my life have I woke up not full of doubt
never felt right, never collected a grip of wealth
never made it to the top of the barrel, bare-a-ly clout,
fading out- everyday when I wake up say to myself
I don't know, why I feel, the way that I feel
the feeling, deep inside, that makes me wanna kill
wish I could go back in time, rewind, but I'm
only man, so I've been suffering since the beginning
Gimmie family's vice to damn me twice, then we might,
fight for whats right in life, but man its trife
I never felt like I could fit in, been getting,
my ass whipped, since the beginning, went on a mission
(at age 12) took all the anger I had inside
and I blindsided this guy, for no reason really but I,
applied, extra, PSI, with every punch,
til he flee'd and cried, to the principal after lunch, dunce
It was my only release, to beat, the sweets,
off of these sugar-covered meece, defeat the weak,
and I got a reputation and notoriety
so the majority of authority, constantly kept scorning me
and I one day when I was 16, got jumped,
by some punks, who thought that they were tough
I blacked out, the next day I woke up feeling fine
Til I noticed that my shirt was stained with blood that wasn't mine
I don't know, why I feel, the way that I feel
the feeling, deep inside, that makes me wanna kill
wish I could go back in time, rewind, but I'm
only man, so I've been suffering since the beginning
I dont know why I
am forced to behave
in ways that bring
these people pppaaaiiinnnn
Shrouded my a mask of darkness, walking carcass,
with a mark of sergeant, turning all my anguish into art, its
never easy, getting harder, by the minute that I'm living,
getting better with admitting, that I'm getting worse, committing
every sin thats written, if there is a god hope he forgives me
cause I'm letting go, forgetting 'bout my shitty ass existence
for the people that have witnessed my diminishing and wish to
help, just let me self destruct, and hope that I dont hurt no body else
I don't know, why I feel, the way that I feel
the feeling, deep inside, that makes me wanna kill
wish I could go back in time, rewind, but I'm
only man, so I've been suffering since the beginning
