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Peak #754
Peak in subgenre #9
Author
RiShi P
Rights
RiShi P
Uploaded
December 08, 2006
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 3:53
Story behind the song
I was feeling down when I was writing this, and had to get some shit off my chest
Lyrics
Lately I been been feeling so fuckin depressed
Or is it me, cuz i'm so fuckin obssesed
With my mind, is everything ok this time
I'm always asking myself if I'm feeling so fine
But why do I even ask this typa questions
I'm not listening to anybodys suggestions
My minds clogged with dark thoughts like congestion
They take over me and I start to feel agression
I give wrong impressions, I see the wrong expressions
It makes me wanna hit hard like a long recession
Bring it all down yeh like depression
I just gotta talk it out, like a confession
To anybody, even if its not your profession
My mom , my friends I need to learn a lesson
I'm looking up to god only cuz I need a blessing
Hes testing me, but I'm always gonna be a stressing
Why is everything coming down on me now
I'm in deep water, and its drowning me now
I look up, theres nothing good surrounding me
I can't take it anymore, please stop hounding me
But why do I even have to feel like this
I lose my temper quick, I can't deal with this
I'm a healthy dude and I got a good family
Maybe its cuz we don't live so fuckin happily
Its never been the same ever since my dad left
Its a pain that always staying like bad debt
And my moms got nobody to talk to really
We don't get along its like she doesn't really feel me
She always yelling at me over this over that
But she only wants me to grow older fast
And I'm always quick to take it in the negative way
Gotta talk to dad, I really wish he stayed
I'm so hard on myself its like i'm always betrayed
But I know its just a phase, not like I'm afraid
I gotta change from a C to a B like a grade
I don't need nobodys help like a lil spanish maid
Why is everything coming down on me now
I'm in deep water, and its drowning me now
I look up, theres nothing good surrounding me
I can't take it anymore, please stop hounding me
Pressures of life slowly start to build in
Cuz I'm a main character in a movie thats filming
This is real life and what I always been living in
Right now, I'm really thinking about giving in
Ima take a second or two and just think
The good times and the bad times, just think
Is it really worth it, nobodys really perfect
ha yeh, its not like I never heard this
Its hard to listen to when everythings always hurting
I'm only one person, I know it's always lurking
I start to feel good, but I know its coming back
Its a nonstop race, its like I'm always running track
But I want it to stop like a tackled running back
Cuz Im trying to let it out on this stunning track
And maybe somebody can relate to this
I said maybe somebody can relate to this
Why is everything coming down on me now
I'm in deep water, and its drowning me now
I look up, theres nothing good surrounding me
I can't take it anymore, please stop hounding me
