It's...personal...and it's sad. Please listen. beat from Anno Domini, who are awesome :)
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Story behind the song
I don't know if this applies to me or not...perhaps it's an exaggerated expression. Please read the lyrics, they mean more than my attempt at rap.
Lyrics
it's been a while since i could pen these words
heard you'd moved on, and god, boy it hurts
not a pain in my heart, but in my own soul
but we've gone too fast, and stumbling, we fall
and how can I begin to count the number of ways,
Love, it was sweet, but too quickly gone cold
And as I sit and I write, to while away the days
this verse hides my tears and a sky gone grey
So what should I believe?
when the very stars do leave
you said this was forever, but it hurts that you lied
now I pick myself up, try to hide tears i cry
tripping over words in a poor attempt to rhyme
Eyes closed---but I still die inside
You spent hours wondering what if you and I made it
But we didn't, so why do you still ask if I'm jaded?
And fading away, not me, but memory
I'll write this verse..and forget our story
But don't believe i'll turn away completely
Watch closely..don't you see...our love broke me.
So what should I believe
When the very stars do leave
Snow draws night to an end
Torn letters to a friend..
it gets harder to write as the dawn draws near
Night at its end, yet now nothing is clear
Fearing the day, but embracing the rain
Looking to the sky and facing the pain
But how can I believe things will be just fine
Echos in my mind of "girl, please be mine"
Smile and turn away, face another day and
Maybe I can believe that things just won't fade
So tell me what to think, show me not to feel
Because maybe one day, broken smiles will heal.
So what should I believe
When the very stars do leave
Snow draws night to an end
Torn letters to a friend..
you said this was forever, but it hurts that you lied
now I pick myself up, try to hide tears i cry
tripping over words in a poor attempt to rhyme
Eyes closed---but I still die inside
And fading away, not me, but memory
I'll write this verse..and forget our story
Smile and turn away, face another day and
Maybe I can believe that things just won't fade
Fearing the day, but embracing the rain
Looking to the sky and facing the pain
I sit and I write, to while away the days
this verse hides my tears and a sky gone grey
So what should I believe
When the sky itself does grieve
Rain draws night to an end
As I write to you my..
