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Song Info
Genre
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Peak #1,578
Peak in subgenre #33
Author
RiShi P/Shadowville Productions
Rights
RiShi P
Uploaded
March 02, 2007
Track Files
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 4:14
Lyrics
(Verse 1)
What have I become nothing motivates me
but at the same time everything frustrates me
from the little things leading up big arguments
I'd rather be quiet cuz i hate arguing
then again I'd love to lash out and just let it all out
let my eyes begin ball while I stand up and shout
but I got the perfect beat thats finally taking care of me
yeah call it my therapy cuz its always staring at me
never ever will it yell at me its put a spell on me
cuz I use it everytime I'm hurt like somethign fell on me
keeps my mind straight from going out and causing felonies
despite this rage inside of me thats made me a beast
escaping this will never happen cuz I'm in too deep
for now I have no option cuz its taken over me
disorderly is how I act this is not me
and I'm sorry for this but somethings taken over me
(Hook x2)
Somethings taken over me what do I do
Constantly controlling me what do I do
Darkness has arrived please show me the light
I'm looking to the sky, please show me the light
(Verse 2)
Effecting my relationships with other human beings
but please forgive me my emotions are confusing me
my minds abusing me inside of me its always brusing me
everything I once enjoyed is no longer amusing me
musically I express it but I just wanna be alone
turning all these dark thoughts into crazy poems
after a while I'm hoping to return home
once everything clears up in this churned dome
I don't need your concerns cuz I've tackled this before
when it was worse and I was always just shackled to the floor
in pain I could feel it in my brain I couldn't move
but who could tell cuz on the outside a regular dude
but insides a differenet story yeh you wouldn't even know
and it made me feel so weak and this is why i didn't show
it to the people walking by, now I have no control
its taken over me and everythings so slow
(Hook x2)
Somethings taken over me what should I do
Constantly controlling me what should I do
Darkness has arrived please show me the light
I'm looking to the sky, please show me the light
(Verse 3)
When your feeling like this everythings so negative
and you feel numb like you been taking sedatives
when you turn to your peers they're like yo forget it kid
and your thinking to yourself somethings wrong medically
but you just keep on fighting living life hectically
looking down at the floor when your walking by people
and its even harder when you have to talk and eye people
staring in their face pretending everythings ok
but what to say when dark thoughts is all you've had today
and you just play along but you feel so betrayed
cuz you wanna let them know but you don't know how to say it
worried what they might think so this is how you display it
staring at a monitor while you're typing away
and you start thinking then you see your life and you pray
somethings taken over me please make it go away
Slowly controlling me and I hope it all fades
(Hook x4)
Somethings taken over me what should I do
Constantly controlling me what should I do
Darkness has arrived please show me the light
I'm looking to the sky, please show me the light
