I tried so hard so hard to not give
your the one that convinced me to live
back in 05 when the shit was the shit
cause the only good that year was you
your my gift my wish that was blessed to me
my heavenly angel that came from the sky
in disguised rules don't apply
when im wish chu babe the heart doesn't lie
callin you up and ya aunt bitchin ova the phone
tried to get some intimacy when we were alone
holdin eachother till we fuckin can't no mo
picturing days we layed ya stayed by my side
I lied while we stood in the halls
as i said i aint got no more feelins at all
I stood tall for the best now I paid the price
left with pain without my one boo in my life