Guitar by Matthez, Vocals by Lucifa
A Rapper/Singer and a Guitarist/Singer trying to be creative.
We are just 2 guys trying to be creative: One Rapper/Singer/Producer, the other Guitarist/Singer.
Our style is a blend of Alternative Hip Hop, Alternative Rock and various other influences.
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'd been taken to my hell...I've been brought back
now I'm close to heaven, yet I can't take the final step
I've been taking this much, and I won at last
yet, I'm haunted by too many demons from the past
I built a home here, so I don't have to fear
that my demons come back and interfere
once I was homeless but I had nothing to lose
now I could lose everything, be left wounded and confused
[Hook]
I've been around for so long
it feels like it's been forever
for you have heard me cry
far too many times
We've been around for so long
I feel it'll be forever
for I have seen you cry
way too many times
[Interlude (whispered)]
Too many thoughts left in my head, scared they'll drive me mad
sick of being sad, is there anything else left
of my dignity, of my pride, have I given all of it away?
yeah, so I beg you, please take care...
[Verse 2]
I'd been taken to my hell...I've been brought back
now I'm close to heaven, yet I won't ever forget
I'll get over it eventually...but potentially
I'll go down with this ship and die like a man
with a grin, cuz it don't get any better than this
all I wanna do is die wrapped inside the bliss
but I don't wanna hurt anyone, there's too much crying
so I guess I'll still stick around for a while (til I die)
[Hook]
I've been around for so long
it feels like it's been forever
for you have heard me cry
far too many times
We've been around for so long
I feel it'll be forever
for I have seen you cry
way too many times
[Verse 3]
I'd been dwelling in my hell, and I guess
there's still some part I left in this everlasting death
and it weeps and it screams and it feeds on my soul
till I believe this feeling never leaves my bones
but the hope I have, and it will not be in vain
is that someday it will be able to escape
and then I'll die and I'll die and I'll die one last time, let it free me with it
and I'll feel fine
I'd been dwelling in my hell, and I guess
there's still some part I left in this everlasting death
and it weeps and it screams and it feeds on my soul
till I believe this feeling never leaves my bones
but the hope I have, and it will not be in vain
is that someday it will be able to escape
and then I'll die and I'll die one last time, let it free me with it
and then I will feel fine
(Background)
I'd been dwelling in my hell, and I guess
there's still some part I left in this everlasting death
and it weeps and it screams and it feeds on my soul
and I go insane
[Hook]
I've been around for so long
it feels like it's been forever
for you have heard me cry
far too many times
We've been around for so long
I feel it'll be forever
for I have seen you cry
way too many times
