Lyrics
As he struggles from the pillow, looking through the window,
Sunshines through and he reaches for a pencil,
Sketches what he sees, believe he can breathe it,
But he's so exhausted now that he can hardly breathe in,
Now matter what, he's bones begin to shatter but,
He grabs his stuff, his backpack, proceeds to strap it up,
And moves forth, keeps moving,
Thoughts of the people, he kept losing,
But his mind's straight, his mind state, no time waste,
Loves what sees, both his eyes face,
In his own world all alone, with no one to love,
No one to hug, and to call his own,
Cause they all passed now he roams lonely,
He never knows now where his real home be,
So he gonna leave and, he can breathe and,
It's so hard to get up, but keep breathing.
First it was his mom, then it was his pops,
Then it was his brother who was tradgically shot,
His cousins don't talk to him, uncle or aunt,
And his other brother's deaf so talking he cant,
Walking for fams, but just follows a riddle,
Still wonders what the hollow feeling middle is,
Since a little kid, he's been the one on a mission,
For living to his potential and love to just sit and listen,
His eyes are burning from tears consumin their place,
He never lets 'em run, but they still fall down his face,
He's torn to a waste, imagine just being alone,
Some of you may wish for it, but really you don't,
He's still fiening for home, still falling from heights,
You see it in movies but this story's his life,
This story ain't right, gotta keep ya head up,
Sometimes I know it's so hard to get up.
Once again the break of daylight,
He ends his day right,
With a single worded prayer to his slayed wife,
Who was there from the beginning,
From the children to the winter, where there was a killing,
But now it's just turned into a thriller,
He kept it in his heart, a feeling of vengance,
And it'll be with him 'till the day his life's ending,
Barely breathing now ( breaths )
The sun shines on him and tears become a sentance,
Scriptured words are spoken on how is life was sentenced,
He's falling to his knees, as he feels a breeze pass,
At last his life becomes what he dreamed of,
Now it isn't so hard to get up..
