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Genre
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Peak #5,064
Peak in subgenre #548
Author
Morphy
Rights
Morphy
Uploaded
November 17, 2007
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MP3 4.3 MB • 128 kbps • 4:42
Lyrics
People say that in heaven you live infinite
So did they really die before? Have they been to it?
When you reach the pearly gates, is the harp the holy instrument?
This is the struggle in my heart, it's intricate
As well as trying to find the proper woman who can enter it
I wanna write a love note, but it won't let me put the ink to it
I think that I was meant to quit, I'm waiting for something
But I feel like I'm stuck in suspensefulness
My life is as dull as this pencil is
I'm walking on a skinny rope, inch by inch
I wish I would fall, hit rock bottom and call
up to the top of the bottle to leave me rotting
I believe I'm a phoenix, I'll rise out of my ashes
like a magic scene, the trick is part of the flashes
And that's it, hear my music and blast it
Maybe then you can hear my pain
What I'm even saying, I feel like when I rap
you only hear the rain, not the thunder,
not the clap that wakes you out of your slumber
from your mat, from underneath your blanket
your sheets, and from underneath your mattress
I wanna swipe you off your feet where you're standing
But nobody misses me or sees me I'm candid
Stranded on an island of my own, entangled
in my soul, I'm strangled and I'm choked
I hope my words escape me fore I'm mangled to the bones
So mesh with the bloodstains
of my life, let it give you an upgrade
Feed from the thoughts like you suck brains
Let it hit you like an off shot puck played
You know you're just like me, it's tough ain't it
But you keep playing even though you've had enough games
So mesh with the bloodstains
of my life, let it give you an upgrade
Feed from the thoughts like you suck brains
Let it hit you like an off shot puck played
You know you're just like me
I haven't met my alternate but sometimes I think
I alternate between him, but whose fault is it
when you see him acting up? you call to it
You recognize my face and he balls a fist
He waits for your approach, you do the opposite
you've never been a fighter you're incompetent
it shows that you're not confident
you know it, you take what you get, you pocket it
and walk away without a sense of pride
It'll eat you alive, it feeds like there's a demon inside
it beats with his own heart, and steals yours
Me and you walk in the same shoes, on a steel floor
You've had enough but your mind is telling you you need more
You'd rip your body in half if someone told you the key to the door
lies a foot deep in the core of your own self
What depression can run you deeper than suicide
But who am I to tell the difference, cuz between you and I
This is our existence, it ruin lives
So mesh with the bloodstains
of my life, let it give you an upgrade
Feed from the thoughts like you suck brains
Let it hit you like an off shot puck played
You know you're just like me, it's tough ain't it
But you keep playing even though you've had enough games
So mesh with the bloodstains
of my life, let it give you an upgrade
Feed from the thoughts like you suck brains
Let it hit you like an off shot puck played
You know you're just like me
I point the fingers at you, it kinda looks like a barrell
My fingernail is the tip, it kinda looks like an arrow
It'll give me the essential aim,
to poke a hole into your mental frame
I extend my arm, like a lever can extend a crane
"I don't mean no harm", the double negative
helps me to defend the saying
I might be straight to the point, but I bend the shapes
I'mma stop it when they put me on "E!" since that's the end of "fame"
put my rose to my head right about where my temple caves
Where my cranium's made to let me feel a migraine
Then my eyes dialate, and my thighs collapse under high weight
which flattens my feet, it puts me back into sleep
fall with my back to the street, the sky looks a little brighter tonight
The clouds look a little higher tonight
I turn to my arm, and seem to find I'm in no control of my calm
Just a second ago I pointed with my nose at the sta
